what i want, what i am, who will i become...

For the past years of my life i have been struggling... always worried about finances, school activities, family, and a lot more concerns.. til i finished up college and started to work.. still i had a lot of troubles. always wishing for a stress free working environment. no phone calls to attend to, no paper works, just work for only eight hours, no uniforms, and work with friends.. luckily i am not into this.. finally i quit my stressful job, and had a new one, having all of these that i have wished for. but why is it that i am worried? as if felt like it's just too good to be true. uneasy and restless that it wont last long...

my friend's departure was moved a month to its scheduled date. and i was happy.. very happy that i will still have a lot of time with him. but why do i feel I'm alone. what's wrong with me? huh!i wanna sleep all day but i can't..hope i'll get over this.. i really hope..

i wonder what will i become.. wanna have my own place.. wanna feel solemnity.. wanna have privacy.. free from rascals and big mouths.. again i hope to. i really hope it'll be... soon..

Time flies fast…

May, ended, June passed and now it’s already July!!

It’s been a while since I last documented events in life. June has been a very memorable one. Lot’s had happened… June 3, was the birthday of my bf, June 24 was my bday, and it was also in June when I got into a whirlwind situation of tendering my very much looked forwarded resignation..

Yes, after two years of being connected with BC family, an opportunity came and without further elaboration, I decided to leave the institution. In the past 2 years I have learned a lot being with the most brilliant, intelligent, wise, and friendly people.. Truly memorable..

Now its time to move on for a new opportunities…

Looking forward for a better tomorrow. May God bless me..